for choosen~

I'm not a kid anymore
I can do it my own
I won't let my live getting worst. god please give a direction.
I need it this day for being better person.
god I won't make my family exspecially my parent disspointed to me.
god please
I knew imma not good as everyone want right now. but can u please make this girl being good nor better?
and I know he cares abt me. everyone does. but I let it goes on their way.
god tell me the best choice..~ for choosen.